It's not the doomsday yet...

I'm frustrated when I got my listening test 2 results..I failed it but not much..It was only one band behind pass...I did maths..I found that I should not be given a 'fail'...I didn't know the actual marks..and also we were not allowed to know....we were only told whether we got exceed requirement, meet requirement or fail. Although I was having heavy headache that day and it hardly affect me, I still have no clue why I would fail since I'm quite confident.Anyway, it's not the time to put the blame but to look forwards. There are 3 listening test in total and I have been tested 2 times..again..I did maths..I found that I just have a 'dangerous' pass when I added the two listening tests together...So, in order to make sure I pass the listening test ..I have to score 6 or 7 out of 10 in the forthcoming listening test 3 which will be held on next thursday. In this week, I won't be thinking of negative stuff...not one week but forever..I have to be confident to sit for the test 3..It decides me whether I can enroll Monash university or not...the only way to be successful is to be confident all the no matter what situation I meet...come on..just fight it and break the wall with your ability..

the beginning of may

Deep sigh..unknowingly, it comes to the beginning of may.It is an important month for me since there will be a lot of tests which I can't even fail one of them.I will not be accepted to the business course in Monash University if I failed one of the tests.It's divided into speaking, listening, writing and reading. However, I am not afraid of the tests but instead I'm worrying about my confidence and concentration since there are so many influence bothering me currently. Sometimes, I would ask my self what if I failed the test..wasting the 10thousands tuition fee and disappointed my family as well as myself? I didn't mean to annoy myself but it subconsciously flashed in my mind. Nonetheless, I know I can handle it and pass the tests with flying colour.It's because I was born to be succeeded.Haha...